I bet all I had on a thing called love
I guess in the end, it wasn't enough

its been sometimes since i write anything in my blog.. maybe i'll start agai soon... with a new theme maybe..

new year and me..

a new year comes again. people been asking what is your new year resolution? well, i got non. i just want to do what i'm doin now better. thats all.. finish all my "walk away" class as soon as possible and go on to the new semester. finding an apartment is harder than it seems. till today i'm still searching for a perfect one. another thing, finding a good housemate is the hardest thing. they tell you that they're in, then the next minute, they're just pull back.

this is my first new year in a foreign land. far away from home. far away from everything that is familiar to me. but i lived my life to the fullest. love my partner as much as i can and be a bad boy at the same time.

i'm trying my best to change myself now that my partner's is around. i try to shut off the other person from my life in a hope that the person would understand.

winter is long and hard. even though i'm used to the extreme cold weather, the feeling of craving for the hot sun plays in me all the time.

whatever life has to offer me this year, i know i'll will live through it.