i was a boring day......... i'm busy with classes but my head is somewhere else..

on anatomy class today, i was horrible and disgusting as it had been all this time. playing with real human bone and corpses. however today was the worse i guess.. me and my friend had to turn the corpse so that the musculus gluteus faces upwards and visible to all students. while i was turning it, i look at the face of the corpse. he was an old men. very old i would say. from the look of his teeth set, and the mass of the muscles he died of natural cause. old sickness... he look really sad.

the smell of the cadaver room is unbearable. its not somewhere i want to be or even think of going in all the time. organs and bodies are everywhere...

still, as a medical student, this is what i should do. my responsibility as the group leader and a medical student..

till then, its all gonna be over soon. goin back home... 2m months of rest will do great..