this very present moment i'm typing thi post, all i wanted was a miracle to happen. when i go to bed tonight, i'll be waking up in my room at home. i don't care of the boring old sandakan, i don't care if i miss everything i KL. i just wanna go home!
i hate the feeling of loving someone but you know that they would never love you back or just can't be in love with you.. and somehow you know that they are falling for you as well but they able to manage themselves and overcome the feelings..
i thought i would never fall in the same situation again.. but hell here i am doing it all over again. dammit!!
when this happen i know hows the ending gonna be... and its happening fast just the way it was before..
nothing i can do. nothing that i can hope for to fix this thing i'm in.. all i can do now is pull myself away from all this and find retreat in myself where i am much more secure and safer from all the heartfelt in the outside world...
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