this is the day when there is so much i wanna tell the world but word doesnt wanna come out smoothly and every word that i've said seems flat and meaningless.. so much so, my best buddy is moving out. and im gonna b stuck here in this nightmare that never seems to end..

so much that i hate to say this, i know im gonna miss him badly because his the only friend that is sincere in every way when it comes to friendship especially here in russia where people are selfish and only think about themselves.

p;s gonna miss u badly.. and no om not gay!